All at once...

2004-07-02 at 11:16 a.m.

It just all hit at once yesterday. All of it.

How unhappy I am as a wife and how unfit I feel as a mother.

The bad decisions I made coming back to haunt me.

The stress.

How overwhelmed I feel.

How unfulfilled I feel.

Watching my chance at happiness drift further and further away.

It all hit me yesterday.