Exciting Life of a Mom Whose Kids Are in School...
2004-08-25 at 12:50 p.m.
I'm going insane not being able to check my stats! How do you non-golders do it??
I wish I had something earth shattering tro report, but things have been pleasantly mundane around here. K takes the older boys to the bus stop in the mornings, while I relax and enjoy three and a quarter hours of relative peace. G still lets out an ear piercing shriek once in awhile, just to keep me on my toes, but other than that, the place stays quiet.
I had a panic attack yesterday. I was waiting for E's bus in the afternoon. It was pouring down rain and the wind was howling. I don't know what came over me. There wasn't anything apparent bothering me. Nothing was on my mind. Everytime I saw a car approach that wasn't the bus, my heart started to race, I got short of breath and I had chest pains.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Shit, Linda - you're just picking your kid up from the bus, for Christ's sake! The bus arrived, E got off, I took him home and all was well. I can't for the life of me figure out what set me off. It's not like I had to make a speech in front of thousands of people or as if I was sitting in the dentist's chair.
Sheesh.
I've become addicted to online games. I can't get enough of them. Good thing I have this new computer, because all I do is download games. I joined gamepass/real arcade, where you get a free game a month and $5 off any additional games. I'm literally counting the days until my next free game, which is now 20 days away. I'm not sure yet which one I'll choose. Why would anyone download porn when there are so many GAMES to play?!
Which reminds me... I'm in the mood for a game of Mad Caps. See ya!